English

As a promised to my self.

Starting today i want push up myself to speak and write in English, such a big shame to me when i cannot speak very well in English. i felt stress, shame, not confident at all..arrrggghhhh!!!! This thing really hit me! I try to get formal class for this language but, what i get is the very basic and small thing. Actually, nothing can make me expert on that escape my own self. Ya i know that. Nothing can change you if you don't want to change. O my Almighty God! Please enlighten me for my great future, i want to become someone who have a better life and balancing the world needed and the hereafter. My Allah ease me.